Mary
seemed to relax once they bit into their burgers. “I don’t remember A and W food
being this good,” she said.
Her
parents, however, weren't thinking small talk. They had endless questions floating
through their brains. ‘Lord show me what to say,’ prayed Minnie. ‘Lord give me
wisdom,’ prayed John.
They
both waited as they chewed on their papa and mama burgers which didn’t taste as good as
they remembered.
“So,
what is it you want to know?” Mary said.
“Everything,”
Minnie said.
“Whatever
you want to tell us,” John said.
Minnie
looked at John. He seemed so wise.
Mary
also looked at her father. “I want to tell you everything, yet I don’t want to
tell you anything. Basically, I want to forget the whole thing, as if it never
happened.”
“Maybe some counselling?” John said.
“With
who?” Minnie said.
“I
don’t know if I could handle that.” Mary’s lip quivered.
“Well,
just rest for a few days. Things won’t seem so overwhelming once you get some
rest.” John said.
Mary
did look worn out—more worn out than she appeared at
Christmas.
“Were
you...did you get punished for what we did at Christmas?” John asked.
Mary
nodded. “I don’t want to talk about it.” Her lip quivered again.
“Okay,”
John said.
“How
about, we go away for a few days—a road trip or something? The snow is mostly
melted already. Or we could go to a resort somewhere. Eat and sleep and sit by
the pool.” Minnie said.
“You
two could go,” John said. “I'm just too busy with the greenhouses right
now.”
That’s how Minnie and Mary ended up slathered in sunscreen in lounge chairs beside a pool in Mexico. On about day three of the seven-day vacation, Mary opened up. “You might not believe this Mom, but it wasn’t all bad there. We had some really fun times, especially at the beginning. Those kids I was taking care of were so cute. They were adorable. I loved it there...at first anyway.” Mary got quiet.
Minnie
heard, ‘wait.’ She looked at her daughter—her daughter with the pensive, ‘if
only’ expression. Minnie waited. She actually pushed her teeth down on her
tongue so that the thousand questions in her heart wouldn’t pop out. She closed
her eyes.
“Mom,
are you sleeping?”
“No,
honey, I’m not.”
“Don’t
you want to hear what I have to say?”